I am pondering on whether I should keep this blog or not. Should I? It’s not as if I have any active roleplays on here anymore, besides the one with Kuronue (is he even around now?)… there’s honestly not much of a reason to stay, unless someone really wants me to.
Genkai and Toguro’s farewell scene requested by → dusubear
This could be viewed as scolding, but in truth, it was simply Youko’s way of showing concern. He wasn’t one to show much of his emotions since he kept most welled up inside. If one was to show weakness, it would only ruin the raid. They could all get killed. This was a fine enough reason to keep them hidden. Kuronue seemed to be taking a different approach.
“I don’t really know what they are.. But I just..I don’t know, I guess I’m just concerned about you..”
So Kuronue was concerned? For what reason? It was strange to hear this, when he always kept himself safe. There was little to worry about. He would be fine. It was possible that he could be wounded during the raid, but that was doubtful.
“For what reason are you concerned?” His gaze grew cold, mirroring the expression he wore before. This was his way of telling Kuronue to tell the truth. Just why was he concerned?
I felt cornered under Yoko’s gaze and I had to bite my tongue to keep myself from spilling my feelings to him. I felt the tips of my ears turn a little red and decided to give him my usual load of bs statements so I could dodge his question.
I shot him a smirk before replying. “Well foxy, I wouldn’t want to see all of your hard work go to waste. I guess I’m worried if you’re up for it, I mean, we just barely scraped out of the last raid and that was only a few days ago.” I shrugged it off. “Whatever you feel you need to do foxy.”
I winced on the inside, knowing that kind of remark was going to earn a very angry Yoko. In a way, I was insulting his pride and questioning his authority. He also wasn’t going to be happy about my refusal to tell him what was going on.
The chance that Youko would fall for a fib? Very low. Not only was the reply delayed, but Kuronue also knew better than to insult his pride. It had a great impact, mentioning his previous failure. It would cause the upcoming raid to be much more difficult. Golden optics appeared to grow darker as his eyes narrowed. If his friend did not fess up soon, it would result in a very cold Youko Kurama.
“As if I would believe such a ludicrous lie.”
The kitsune began to walk off, leaving Kuronue alone. He would often follow after him anyhow. The silver-haired thief sat himself further off, closing his eyes lightly. If anyone came near, his keen ears would pick it up. He would not be attacked.
So I have a husband for twenty-four hrs that’s nonexistent for the time being. lolol.
yess!
….all sorts of screwed up.
I have been inactive on this account for quite a while now. I’m sorry.
Me, Kurokit, jin-thewindmaster, and spiritdetectiveyusuke are all gonna chat here~
I flinched on the inside at Yoko’s tone. I felt like I was being scolded for doing something wrong, but then.. He almost always spoke that way. He was just being to the point, unlike me. I shifted, nodding my head already feeling defeat. Well there’s no way I can’t not tell him now. I thought.
“I don’t really know what they are.. But I just..I don’t know, I guess I’m just concerned about you..” I said, playing it off how I really felt. I had a vague idea of what I felt whenever I was around him and it went much deeper than just our partnership. Writing my feelings for Yoko off as concern might be better than telling him I may possibly care for him. I honestly had no idea though how the fox would react if I told him that. I feared that he may just laugh in my face about it. Even though He isn’t that mean, sometimes that cruel streak does tend to show up.
This could be viewed as scolding, but in truth, it was simply Youko’s way of showing concern. He wasn’t one to show much of his emotions since he kept most welled up inside. If one was to show weakness, it would only ruin the raid. They could all get killed. This was a fine enough reason to keep them hidden. Kuronue seemed to be taking a different approach.
“I don’t really know what they are.. But I just..I don’t know, I guess I’m just concerned about you..”
So Kuronuewas concerned? For what reason? It was strange to hear this, when he always kept himself safe. There was little to worry about. He would be fine. It was possible that he could be wounded during the raid, but that was doubtful.
“For what reason are you concerned?” His gaze grew cold, mirroring the expression he wore before. This was his way of telling Kuronue to tell the truth. Just why was he concerned?
Anonymous sent:“Oh, is that so? I’m flattered. “
Youko had walked over to me, his voice pulling me out of my thoughts.
” I know that it’s of the utmost importance to remain alert at all times because it can cost us the raid.” I replied.
I just didn’t feel like discussing how I felt because even right now, I was unsure of what I was feeling. The fox narrowed his eyes, knowing that I was avoiding his question. I groaned, knowing Youko, he would want me to talk. Absolutely nothing could be a distraction, even my own petty feelings. But even then, I didn’t quite know how to start off. I stood up and brushed myself off, uncomfortable all of the sudden.
“Oh for heavens’ sake..” I muttered. “If you really must know, I’m having severly conflicting feelings right now.”
I felt embarrassed to reveal such a personal thing to Youko. As far as he knew we had a strictly… business type relationship. I always got the feeling that he would never want to get any closer to having anything resembling a romantic relationship. I had always skirted upon the truth whenever we talked, taking great care not to reveal how I felt. But even then, did I truly have feelings for the fox? There were a lot of things about Youko I admired and possibly found attractive.. I sighed and shook my head, trying to clear my thoughts and make sense of the mess of feelings I was left with whenever Youko spoke to me.
His narrowed eyes softened once more when Kuronue spoke.
“Conflicting feelings?”
The words left Youko’s lips, the tone of his voice sounding cold and uncaring. However, it was quite the opposite; he did care. Kuronue was his partner in crime and he wouldn’t allow him to die over these “conflicted feelings”.
“Well … lay it all out, Kuronue. If you do wish to stay alert, you will understand that you must relieve yourself of this stress. So?” His golden eyes laid on him, unwavering. He wouldn’t let this go. Kuronue was clearly had something to say and was beating around the bush. He never understood it, if one had something to say, then why not spit it out? There was no reason to drag the conversation on for an extended time. It was strange to see him act this way. In fact, now that he thought about it, he always acted in such a manner. Figuring this out, Youko pondered on these “feelings” Kuronue mentioned. If this continued, Youko would most definitely figure this out before Kuronue could say anything.
YuYuFashion’s Breakdown of Canon Outfits ☆ Episode 84
→ featuring Kurama
